i imagine that physically being in the presence of violence would be horrible. and since i don't believe i've ever been in that situation, i have no idea if my 'needing to know' about how something happens would still hold true. i certainly would not be able to re-wind the experience. regardless, it's not that i necessarily want to know, it's that i NEED to know. turning my mind away from it, just means it sits there and nags. i do not search out violence. i appreciate your comments and hope you understand what i mean.
i imagine that physically being in the presence of violence would be horrible. and since i don't believe i've ever been in that situation, i have no idea if my 'needing to know' about how something happens would still hold true. i certainly would not be able to re-wind the experience. regardless, it's not that i necessarily want to know, it's that i NEED to know. turning my mind away from it, just means it sits there and nags. i do not search out violence. i appreciate your comments and hope you understand what i mean.
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